Subway Challenge

Okay so pommer and i are now officially subway sandwhich makers. We went to King Kong it is a long long long movie. Decent but long. Well after all that we were hungary for some turkey(or chicken and bacon) anyway we made our own sandwhiches and i enjoyed my very sloppy one. Then i helped vos out but taking out the trash for him. Yeah jame did try and steal that picture from the bathroom. hmm thats about it quiet at central. we went to the stauffer house to meet liz but then she didnt show so we colored a picture on their tv screen for them since they didnt have cable and stole some streamers. some girl asked us who we were and what we were doing in her house but she was drunk. Thats that kick off to a month long break im afraid this isn't going to be the end of our fun....

Finals

Well its finals week. Needless to say the entire freshman class at Central is fed up with Intersections. A lot of us on gound south had our finals today. About two o'clock we all decided that we needed to get together and burn our books. Out in the alley behind scholte we had a burn pile of about ten books. the cops and security showed up about an hour and a half later to discover a large pile of ashes. It was pretty funny tho. Central screwed us over had to buy the $95 books and we can't resell them and they are of no use any longer. It was good times they burned well

Change of Plans

I can no longer go to the Pella/PC game. Everyone else can go thats fine I will meet up with you all after the game sometime. Anyone have any more ideas about Saturday night?

Christmas Break

We all need to get together on the Saturday night after we are all done with school. I assume that we can all go chill out and crash the pc/pella basketball game this friday night too. We just need to have a huge party some where. I don't know where yet for sure we will figure something out. But how many are willing to do it.?
Also for new years my house is available for a party. parents are gonna be gone so we can do whatever here. The hot tub is working and such. There will be food and such im sure. we can figure out the details later.

Saturday Nights

Well being finals and all there weren't too many people home and not that we all felt up to doing much anyway. So vos, austin, casey and I went to walmart like we always do making once stop anyway. Casey needed deorderant and austin needed some cold medicine. We were over by the blood pressure monitor and casey stuck his deorderant in the arm band and it filled up all the way. of course we were near some shampoo and such and got the great idea of sticking a large bottle of shampoo into the arm band. Well we didnt quite get the out come we were hoping for. casey had to open the cap and it just kinda oozed out not the big explosion we wanted. o well that was about it. Vos is now driving his sisters car and austin the grand marquis. and casey is buying a new ford f-150 stx 4x4. not much else going on. just waiting for the week of finals to be over.

Fixed You

Indeed Pommer was right I do need to listen to this song. It's lyrics alone seem to be fitting enough even though I haven't heard it yet. I think everyone could learn a little from this song.

"Fix You"

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from the mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Cold Play

Move- Thousand Foot Krutch

Look, listen to my voice
If you're making the choice
Tell all the girls and the boys
Either scream or rejoice
Let's make that noise
Either move or we will all be destroyed

Move and show me what you can do
When you step into the circle and shake like we do
Move when you just can't take it
And move if you just feel like breaking it

Can you hear me? Stop, look, listen to my voice,
It was never my choce to feel all alone
This is my home
Back up, you don't know if you've never been here,
You've never been to the place inside, I face my fears
It takes everything I am

If you come near me, stop, look, listen to my voice
If you're making the choice tell all the girls and the boys
Either scream or rejoice
Let's make that noise
Either move or we will all be destroyed
Back up and let go if you've never been here,
You've never been to the place inside, I face my fears,
It takes everything I am

I come crashing to the floor
And I know there must be more like me
I've seen this all before, I can't carry this anymore, break free
Breathe, and leave until the storm is over
'Cause underneath, there's a diamond passing over
So breathe, let's leave until the storm is over,
Because I want to take you away

Hurt

Drop the ball, watch it fall far below
Suck you in, hold your breath
The undertow creeps in slow
Everyone owns a gun deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide

Help me, help you
They won't be there
Help me, help you
They won't see

It hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
And it hurts when you can't see
And it hurts

Drop the switch, scratch the itch, watch it glow
inch by inch, the cutting board
Watch it swing to and fro
Everyone carries one deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide

And it hurts when you're lonely
And I'm standing right beside you there
And it hurts when you told me
That you'll try this on your own

Hope you never hurt, hope you never cry
Hope you never lose your way tonight
Hope you never crumble, hope you never fall
Hope you never throw away it

Drop the ball, watch it fall below far below
Suck you in, hold your breath, watch it swing


Thousand Foot Krutch

The Art of Breaking

Every time I call you on the phone
I listen to it ring but no one's home
I can't explain the energy that
You give me when I'm left here alone

And every time I pass you on the street
You won't even turn and look at me
I never would of thought that things could
Go this far but please believe me

I'll pick you up, won't let you fall
I'll build your trust and it won't hurt at all,
Your only drug will let you down,
I'm through now, so take me and blow me away

When I feel numb I'll let you know
I won't become what I was before,
You cannot kill what's not your creation
This is the Art of Breaking

I think I might just lose my mind
If I have to watch this one more time
I can't explain how many times I've stayed for you when you were on my mind

No one ever said that it was easy
So come out of the cold and stop your bleeding
I never would of thought that things could
Go this fat, but please believe me

Are you gonna run away, and leave me here alone?
Are you gonna run away, and leave me here?


Thousand Foot Krutch

Focus

How suddenly we move from life to death
In a moment move from full to nothing left
Unshakeable faith how quickly turns to fear
Went from holding you close to wishing You were here
What I cannot do is give it all to You
It's taking over me
Will this sorrow ever leave
No one but You can understand what I'm feeling inside
Right now I can barely breathe let me know You're here tonight
Lately I've been letting go of hope
Caught between life and love what I want and what I know
Give this broken heart a reason why and fill it with the strength to say goodbye
Cause it's so hard to do to give this all to You
Pour down on me like rain and fill this hollow heart again
No one but You can understand what I'm feeling tonight
Lord right now I can barely see through the tears that fall from my eyes
It's so hard to see You please come into focus
I don't even know if I can find the strength to make it one more day
So pour down on me like rain and fill this hollow heart again
No one but You can understand what I'm feeling tonight
Here I come running back to the arms
You've left open wide
Just when I need You
You come into focus
You let me see Your face
Know You're here in this place and kiss these tears away

Casting Pearls

this is the last time

So this is odd,
the painful realization that has all gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all,
and nobody cares at all.

So you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
Does it make it any better?
And the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
reminds you that the memories will fade.

So this is strange,
our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance
where nobody leads at all,
where nobody leads at all.

And the picture frames are facing down
and the ringing from this empty sound
is deafening and keeping you from sleep.
And breathing is a foreign task
and thinking's just too much to ask
and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights.

This is incredible.
Starving, insatiable,
yes, this is love for the first time.
Well you'd like to think that you were invincible.
Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?
Well this is the last time.

The Brilliant Dance
Dashboard Confessional

Sunsets and Car Crashes

I see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes
As we're sparkling and twirling in the twilight
And after three long years, I think that we both need this
So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss

And in case you
And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as stars chase you away

I'd collapse to the grass, with your notes ringing in my head
Let the rain fill my mouth, and in a couple hours I'll be dead
But all the while my lips are whistling our tune
But the beauty lies in how you will revive me soon

And in case you, and in case you
And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away

And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away

And in case you were wondering, you are like a hurricane to me
Your violence is beautiful, and your center sweet
Now tell me this, do you know how we'd meet?

And in case you were wondering, you are everything to me (to me)

The Spill Canvas

(Yes this song is that good that I must post it again)

Biking and snow

Well most college students, the smart ones, such as pommer walk and the really smart ones luke drive. Well me, not so smart, bike. I am learning that this can be one of the most dangerous and most thrilling parts of your day. No doubt that i am going end breaking or spraining something before the winter is over. Bikes tend to loss traction such as cars do when there is snow on the ground. I don't take me time or bike slow to class, even when it is snowy out. My bike is going to slide right from under me sometime going down a hill or taking a corner. it is pretty fun but stupidity often is thats why most of us are so exciting.

Working Out

So ya i went and worked out today for the first time in kuyper. Well that is after i found the locker room... anyway. I did about 20 min. on the the eliptical and about 12 on the bike. I really don't feel like that i accomplished much. Maybe tomm i feel the burn but i realize now how much more enjoyable running outside is, but not when the wind chill is gonna be 0 to -1.